Chilling

Yesterday I went to Sunfest with friends. It took us over an hour to drive the 15 minute trip, but we finally got there. By the time I arrived at the park I was still feeling the annoyance of the trip. More than  being annoyed at one person I knew my annoyance was with myself. And that was really the fuel of my inner fire.

How is it I can still lose control of my thoughts and emotions? I am clear about how I want to express in this world and yet I got annoyed. And I got annoyed in front of others who listen to me speak each Sunday and expect more from me.  So it was a soup of inner conflict, outer blaming and sadness.

I took the first step and apologized, hugged and cried....letting go... and all was well. I'm human, I just hope others can accept that. The rest of the afternoon was spent shopping, eating and enjoying upbeat fun music.

How do you handle these kinds of situations?

Pic.. A small glimpse of the crowd.